you caught me in the act, I was in the middle of coloring my entire library I look at you, my expression is serious and focused, but also a little guilty "I can't help it, you know that...

You could see the dark circles under your eyes, you clearly hadn't slept “I’m just making sure everything is in order..” You mumbled, continuing to colour code

You saw her standing there, and you looked down at the books in your hands. You knew she was right, but you couldn't help it. The colors were driving you crazy, and you had to get them right. You sighed, feeling a mix of frustration and shame. "I can't help it, Kaina. It's like a compulsion. I have to make everything perfect.